Clicking

My freshman year was pretty tough.  It was hard to adjust to college wrestling and school.  I still remember the first match where I made the jump.  It was about midway through the year, when our 133 pounder got injured.  I bumped up a weight and almost majored the guy.  It was one of the best wins I can remember.  I walked of the mat and told my coach, “I get it now.”  It’s an interesting moment when you say “Eureka!” and everything becomes clear.  So don’t get discouraged with a new project or big change.  Good things don’t happen over night, but after a lot of work, they sometimes just start clicking one day.

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Are You a Student?

Ted Williams may rightfully be considered the best hitter to ever pick up a bat. He won the Triple Crown three times and retired with a career batting average of .344. His .406 batting average in the 1941 season is unsurpassed to this day. The Kid, as he came to be known, was a wizard behind the plate.

As a child, he carried a bat with him to school and swung it every chance he got, trying to imagine fastballs and sliders shooting by.  His childhood friend once remarked, “He’d close one eye, then the other, figuring out what he could see from each eye. He did this all the time. He was always figuring things out. I guess it had something to do with hitting. They’d talk later about how great his eyes were.  Well, he worked at it.”1 He would sit for hours and watch pitchers practicing, until he could read the trajectory with the blink of an eye.  He became so familiar with different pitches that he couldn’t even tell the difference between them when batting. “They all look like they are hanging out in front of the plate on a string,” he would say.

Carl Yastrzemski said of his mentor, “He studied hitting the way a broker studies the stock market.”  The Kid never really did well in school, but no one would deny that he was one hell of a student.

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Roger Bannister never won an Olympic medal, but the running world will forever remember this Brit for his extraordinary achievement of being the first to break the four minute mile barrier.

In the middle of the twentieth century, running underwent a few drastic changes.  There were some breakthroughs in interval training and advances in footwear that brought the world record asymptotically closer to four minutes.  Some thought it was impossible for the human body to handle, but Roger Bannister knew better. This wasn’t because he was a senseless dreamer or hopeless optimist, he really knew.

Bannister was a very serious medical student at St. Mary’s Hospital Medical School while he was training.  During his residency at St. Mary’s, he used his precious lunch break to sneak off for laps on the track.2 For part of his clinical research, he had subjects run on a treadmill with a breathing tube in their mouth and measured the intake and outtake of oxygen until the point of exhaustion.  The patients were literally shot off the back of the treadmill when they failed.  He was his own primary patient − both guinea pig and lab researcher at once.3

He learned firsthand how to properly control his breathing during each anaerobic second of the 5,280 foot race.  He learned that it’s more efficient to run 4 x 60 second quarter mile splits than, say, 62 − 61 − 59 − 58.  And he endlessly practiced pacing himself at 60 seconds flat.  We take for granted all of the physiological and anatomical information we have, but 50 years ago, they knew a lot less.3 Bannister was literally on the cutting edge of new developments coming out.  He approached his goal analytically and used the scientific method to break this unbreakable barrier.

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John Smith was the most successful American wrestler to ever grace the international arena.  He won six consecutive world championships and holds two Olympic gold medals.  He was the first American to be voted Master of Technique and Wrestler of the Year by the International Wrestling Federation.  Though Smith was a master of all technique, one move stood above the rest: his low single.

John Smith’s name has become synonymous with the low single leg attack.  What’s amazing is that not only does every young wrestler know this, but the Russians knew this.  The Iranians knew this.  The Cubans knew this.  And that didn’t stop him, he hit it on anyone and everyone.

As a freshman enrolled at Oklahoma State, Smith quickly adapted to the collegiate style, though he did not place at nationals that year.  Disappointed, he trained harder, and made it all the way to the finals in his sophomore season, only to lose to Jim Jordan.  Sick of losing, he asked his coaches for a redshirt year, which was granted.

During this year off, Smith stumbled on the low single and fell in love.  “I was not the first guy to work on a low shot, but mine was very different. Very technical, with numerous finishes and ways to score back points,” he explained. 4 Every day he entered the wrestling room with a renewed excitement, wanting to fine tune some minor aspect of his creation.5 He tinkered at it like a scientist on the brink of discovering a cure for cancer.6 Every day Smith saw progress, but he kept experimenting, determined to create his masterpiece on the mat.  Most of the finishes he was hitting had never been done before so he was treading on unexplored territory.

Shakespeare mastered the English language so thoroughly that he invented new words frequently.  So too did Smith master the wrestling mat.7 He came out of his year-long redshirt as a different wrestler.  Like a tornado, he left a trail of wreckage wherever he went.  He went on to win national titles in his final two years of college and even won his first world title after his junior year.  And then five more.

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Relevant quotes:
1)  “He’d walk down the street—I can see this—and put his hand along his nose, straight out, like he was looking on two sides of a door,” Les Cassie Jr., teammate and friend from the neighborhood, says. “He’d close one eye, then the other, figuring out what he could see from each eye. He did this all the time.  He was always figuring things out.  I guess it had something to do with hitting.  They’d talk later about how great his eyes were.  Well, he worked at it.”
Ted Williams, Leigh Montville

2)  When Bannister arrived at the hospital each morning by subway, he was besieged by responsibilities.  He oversaw a ward of forty beds; under the guidance of consultants, he interviewed patients and prescribed treatments.  This clinical training was supported by lectures and postmortem examinations.  Bannister rarely had a chance to sit down.  Every few months he went on a different rotation offering new challenges to manage on little sleep: junior medicine, junior surgery, gynecology, obstetrics, and emergency medicine, among other specialties.  During lunch—his only break in a day making rounds, studying, and writing papers—he hurried from the hospital with his running gear and to the Underground train two stops to Warwick Road Station.  There it was a quick walk to the Paddington Recreation Ground, where he trained throughout the week amid a group of overweight middle-aged men who panted around the track to trim off a few pounds during lunchtime.  He paid his sixpence, changed, and within a few minutes was into his routine of fast laps on the poorly kept black cinder track.  There was no time to waste with stretches and a jog.  He had thirty-five minutes to train before showering, grabbing a bite to eat, and returning to the hospital.
The Perfect Mile, Neal Bascomb

3)  “Many decades would pass before science showed how fast twitch muscles (those used for speed) operate on anaerobic energy and slow twitch muscles (those used for endurance) operate on aerobic energy, how both can be developed on a cellular level, and how the lungs, heart, blood, and capillaries are adapted into the enhancing of the whole process.  From what Bannister understood—which was much more than most—the body could manage a four-minute mile.  His physiological investigations had led him to this conclusion; with both this research and his experience as a miler, he was able to dissect the way the race needed to be run, not only in terms of training but also in manner and style.  Although he hesitated to admit it, he had learned firsthand the punishment that his body could withstand by using himself as a guinea pig in his experiment.”
The Perfect Mile, Neal Bascomb

4)  “I was not the first guy to work on a low shot, but mine was very different.  Very technical, with numerous finishes and ways to score back points.  Going to the ankle and knee all stemmed from using motion to attack from a lower level.”  Smith, an education major, was diligent and meticulous.  “I made written notes after all my practices.  I documented in my notes what had worked during practice.  After I started moving my feet, I just began to feel it.  I also paid attention to the European stance, which had been very successful internationally.  It was different from the American stance where you’re bent over at the waist.  When I began working these moves it opened up other ways to score.  I started scoring back points off takedowns.”
Cowboy Up, Kim Parrish

5)  “As the technique began to develop, workouts took on a new tempo and urgency.  He toiled with the focus and enthusiasm of an inventor in the laboratory on the brink of a new discovery, often losing track of time as he tried out new ideas and nuances.  ‘Physically it was tough, but mentally it was almost effortless.  I wanted to do it.  I knew it would work.  I could not wait to get to the wrestling room every day.  I could not wait to compete with what I had developed.’”
Cowboy Up, Kim Parrish

6)  http://www.flowrestling.org/videos/play/1028-the-scientist

7)  Smith’s inner world was lit by fire as he continued to focus with the obsession of Michelangelo painting the ceiling of the Sistine Chapel.  It was his personal Age of Discovery.  “There was always an end to what I was working for.  And it was not money or fame.  To try to become the best at something is one of the most fulfilling experiences you can have.  After you see the results, it drives you even deeper. I developed a hunger and an excitement as I felt myself making progress.  In one day a person can become totally different when you’re intense as I was that year.  But you have to see the results on the way.  A little bit of success along the way is important.’
Cowboy Up, Kim Parrish

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Crying and Laughing

If you keep up with Adam Frey’s blog, then you know he is in a pretty grave situation.  In my last post about him, I actually forgot to mention that I went to high school with Adam and we were teammates at Blair.  In my experience, no one would ever accuse Adam of lacking a sense of humor.

When he writes about his battle  with cancer, it’s no exception.  Adam can tell you about a day in the life, which would definitely rank among the worst days of my own, and he manages to tell it in a way that can be funny.  It’s incredible.  He doesn’t talk about how much it sucks, but instead tells such a good story that for a second you forget the gravity of the whole thing.  And he’s the one going through it!  There is absolutely no solicitation of pity.  I truly don’t know if I would be able to do the same under similar circumstances.

Adam’s last two posts are no exception.  I don’t want to spoil them, but definitely read them (in this order):

Mr. Lucky

I Accomplished Something…I Outlived Common Sense

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On an unrelated but funny note, our school newspaper, The Daily Pennsylvanian, published this article about me.  It was in the April Fools edition of the paper, though it came out on April 8th (I guess that’s part of the joke…).  It’s funny, but I was mad when I first read it because I had no idea it was coming out.

Peterkin packs on pounds

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What is Honor?

One of the things I’ve always liked about wrestling is the customary importance of Honor. That may seem rather abstract, but bear with me here. When I was younger, my dad and I went out to watch the NCAAs in Kansas City, Missouri. During the first round, one match caught my eye: top-seeded Iowa heavyweight Steve Mocco faced Scott Coleman of Iowa State.

Mocco is a fellow Blair alum and is known for his rough-and-tumble style of wrestling. He is very explosive for a heavyweight and uses his force liberally. There was an anecdote around the Blair wrestling room that I always liked. Coach Buxton used to have heavyweights from the local area come in to practice with Steve, but he was so brutal that they wouldn’t want to come back anymore. Buxton pulled him aside one day and said, “Steve, it’s like your toys, if you break them, you can’t play with them anymore.” I don’t know if that is a true story, but it illustrates a point: I would not want to cross Steve Mocco.

During this first round match, Steve was winning pretty decisively when he applied an illegal arm-bar. Under the rules, if you commit an illegal move that injures your opponent and he can’t continue wrestling, you automatically lose the match. So not only did the ref award a penalty point against Mocco, but his fate was held hostage by the well-being of the Iowa State wrestler lying on the mat. All he had to do was say, “Ref, I can’t go on any more,” and the match would be his. That would have been a huge deal, considering Mocco was the #1 seed. What happened next had a great impact on me.

After determining that his wrestler was too injured to wrestle, Iowa State coach Bobby Douglas showed his true colors. He had Coleman walk out to the center of the mat and stand on the line until the whistle blew to resume the match. He then instantaneously forfeited to Mocco. Because Coleman couldn’t continue wrestling anyway, he didn’t want to ruin the tournament for the #1 seeded Mocco. In essence, he reforfeited.

I remembered this story tonight while watching the end of a basketball game on television. You know how last minute of a close game is full of misplaced fouls and intentional dives? The players run around on the court playing patty-cake with each other and whining to the ref about bad calls. It just really annoys me that 30 seconds on the clock takes 5 minutes to watch. Some people argue that “it’s just part of the game.” Intentional fouls, hasty time-outs, and over-the-top dramatic spills? That doesn’t sound like the kind of game I’d like to play.

In wrestling, we have calls like stalling and fleeing the mat at the discretion of the ref. If one wrestler takes two injury times, the other gets his choice of position. We have blood time for crying out loud. Anyone who has seen Vision Quest knows you can lose a match by bleeding too much. On top of that, I think our fans play a big role. If one wrestler is stalling too much, he gets booed to oblivion.*  I literally can’t remember the last time I took an injury time out—it’s been years. I guess I would never make it in basketball (for a number of other reasons as well).

What Bobby Douglas did for Steve Mocco that day was pure class. Iowa and Iowa State are big in state rivals and there were team points on the line. Mocco did do an illegal move, and his wrestler was hurt because of it, but he took the high road. Coleman probably would have lost anyway, so why win on a technicality? That’s Honor.

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*Anyone who has ever wrestled against Lehigh knows this. In Mass, I’ve heard Lowell fans are rough too, but I’ve never wrestled against them.

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Pump Up Songs

I put together a list of some of my favorite pump up songs. I’m sure this has been covered on the forums many times over, but I’m going to take a crack at it anyway. Notice that these are MY favorite songs—not yours—so if you disagree, make your own damn list. I like just about every kind of music, but I tried to pick some unconventional songs for this list. To be fair, I don’t actually listen to music before I wrestle, but that’s just because I don’t own an iPod. Yes, I’m the only person in my entire generation who has never owned an iPod. Viva la resistance!

AD/DC – Thunderstruck. What would this list be without some high voltage 80s rocking? It’s hard to pick one song because they’re all so charged, but Thunderstruck dominates with its slow buildup to an amp-shattering triumph. It gets me every time.

Eminem – Lose Yourself. Yeah, yeah, yeah, I know. Cliché, right? I don’t care. It is undeniably one of the best pump up songs out there. Eminem is the most intense and genuine artist to come out of our generation. Say what you want about his offensive lyrics, but they are the freshest and most inventive since Dylan, and he pours it all out in the mic.

Led Zeppelin – [Anything]. I couldn’t pick a single favorite Zeppelin song without a gun to my temple – they’re all so good. Nothing gets my blood flowing like Plant’s slashing vocals mixed with the pounding riffs of Jimmy Page. Two songs that come to mind are Heartbreaker and Whole Lotta Love (and who could forget Moby Dick?), but I could go on all day.

Kelly Clarkson – Since U Been Gone. OK, I know this is a controversial choice, but I’m sticking with it. There is something about Kelly that really pumps me up. I can’t explain it, so I won’t try to.

Lynyrd Skynyrd – Sweet Home Alabama. There is some energy about this song that really gets to me. Frontman Ronnie Van Zant constantly spat in the face of the establishment and was a bona fide rebel. This in-your-face attitude really comes through in their music and gets me fired up. Then again, I get fired up pretty easily…

Disturbed – Down with the Sickness. When I was a freshman at Wellesley High School, we had only one CD in the wrestling room: The Sickness. We listened to that album from beginning to end hundreds and hundreds of times. To this day, when I hear a Disturbed song on the radio, I expect the next track to start playing when it ends. I barely know the names of the songs, but damned if I don’t know every note in them.

Honorable Mention:
Blur – Song 2
Deep Purple – Smoke on the Water
Fort Minor – Remember the Name
Buckcherry – Lit Up
Cream – Sunshine of Your Love
Edgar Winter Group – Frankenstein
Metallica – Enter Sandman
Guns N Roses – Welcome to the Jungle
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Miscellany

Needless to say, I’m pretty disappointed with how my season wound up.  I was one round away from All-American for the second year in a row and it’s frustrating as hell.  I promised myself I wouldn’t complain and try to be positive about it, but it’s hard.  Anyway, here are a few things to share with you.

  • Here is my match against Troy Nickerson in the EIWA finals.  It was a decent match, but I made a few key mistakes.

  • I will be living and working in New York City this summer, so if you are in the area and want to train, feel free to contact me: rollie.peterkin@gmail.com.
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Finishing on Top

This is probably the last time you will hear from me before nationals.  I have been absolutely swamped with work, and I’m trying my best to stay on top of my life.  On the whole, wrestling is the priority right now.  I’m almost there - the regular season is done now and all we have left is EIWAs (our conference meet and national qualifier) and NCAAs.  We are hosting the EIWAs at Penn on March 6th and 7th and I can promise they will be exciting.  NCAAs are in St. Louis on March 20-22, and they are always intense.  Anyway, I can see the light at the end of the tunnel.  I can almost taste the hot dogs and hamburgers on the grill come spring.  We have a big brick grill pit and a beach volleyball court attached to our campus house, which make for a fun springtime.

While I sit here and daydream about the end, it’s crucial to live in the moment.  I have about one more month of the season, and that’s it.  I’ve put in all the work this season - all the blood and sweat - and it all comes down to these next few weeks.  In almost every part of life, the hardest part is finishing.  You get 95% there and say, “Well, I made it,” but it’s that last 5% that makes all the difference.  The beginning of the season is always fun and easy.  Every day you make noticeable progress and it’s an exciting new adventure.  As you proceed, you hit The Grind, and it stops being fun all the time.  In fact, it becomes a chore to come in every day and it starts to wear on you.  But you push through it, and push more, and finally you break through it.

The Grind happens to everyone.  It happens to the entrepreneur starting a new business: after following your passion, you’re confronted with the endless legal paperwork that ensues, and it loses its luster.  It’s what separates Bill Gates from all the other nerds who spent high school in the computer lab.  It happens to Tiger Woods on the golf course, after practicing the same shot 1,000 times only to learn he must adjust his grip a few millimeters.  It’s when play becomes work.  It’s what separates the almost-winners from the winners.

There are days when you don’t want to  practice, days when you don’t want to show up to work, days when you just don’t want it enough.  It is how you react to these days that shows what you’re made of.  I have been lucky to make it through this season without any major injuries and I am feeling pretty fresh.  In other words, I broke through The Grind.  It is my natural inclination to sit back, and tell myself, “Good job,” but I can’t.  I am not where I need to be, as I still have that 5%  to go.  Just like the end of a sprint, you gotta grit your teeth and dig it out.  This, it seems, is where the real fun starts.

It’s been fun sharing my journey with everyone here all season.  I hope you got something out of it - I certainly did.  I know I should be posting more, but I just haven’t had the time, will-power, or motivation, so I apologize.  In an ironic way, I hit The Grind while writing this blog.  I write it for fun, following only the sporadic nature of my inspiration.  At the end of the day, I only write when I feel like it, and I guess that’s why I’m a wrestler, not a writer.

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What is Perspective?

Perspective (n):  the capacity to view things in their true relations or relative importance

Adam Frey wrote a really though-provoking and perception-shattering piece on his blog, here.  I would definitely recommend reading it.  If you don’t know Frey’s story, shame on you.  Here is the Cliff Notes version:

Adam is a wrestler from Cornell who was diagnosed with cancer last year.  After a pretty serious car accident in March, he was taken to the hospital where they administered a routine CAT scan.  When the results came back, they found “three tumors on my lung, liver, and between my kidneys”.  Although this was a terrible twist of fate, he was fortunate to catch it when he did.  Adam gracefully shares his trials and tribulations with the world on his blog.  He is now heading back to school for the spring semester, and does so with immense courage.

“In contrast, I feel almost like an old veteran coming back from a war.  The medical struggle shattered my innocence, my greenness towards the world has been replaced by a blood red, the experiences of cancer, chemo, pain, hardship, and all of those experiences that age someone’s life drastically, even in such a short period of time.  It is two different understandings of two completely different worlds combined in one place.”

If that isn’t perspective, I don’t know what is.

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Book Review, Prelude

Like I promised, I will review the two books I am currently reading, A Season on the Mat and Cowboy Up.  The former is about the Iowa Hawkeyes and legendary coach, Dan Gable, and the latter about the Oklahoma State Cowboys and legendary coach, John Smith. Before I get to the review, I want to give a fair disclosure of my preconceived notions. Here are two anecdotes that show my frame of reference.

When I was younger, I was a big OSU wrestling fan. I used to wear a bright orange Oklahoma State hat that was embroidered with the Cowboy’s mascot, Pistol Pete. One summer I decided to go out to their wrestling camp in Stillwater, Oklahoma.  Barely a teenager, I packed my bags and flew west.

When the plane landed, my huge green duffel bag was not on the baggage carousel and was nowhere to be found.  That bag that had all of my stuff in it, and it was lost.  I had to stop by Wal-Mart to pick up toiletries and linens so I would make it through the week.  But there was still one essential item I was missing: wrestling shoes.  Somehow I met up with John Smith, who set about solving my problem.  He took me back to the locker room and rummaged through a cubby full of old wrestling stuff.  He pulled out a pair of old, beaten up Adidas and handed them to me.

“Now Rollie, these are the shoes I won the ’92 Olympics in,” Smith said with a big grin on his face, laying on a thick Oklahoma charm.  He went on, “They’re my lucky shoes, but I’ll let you wear them for the week. If they’re not still lucky when I get them back, I’m gunna hold you personally responsible.”  I was a little kid from Massachusetts, and there I was staring up at one of the greatest wrestlers of all time.  I was awestruck.

In hindsight, those shoes were clearly not actually his lucky shoes.  In fact, I highly doubt we had the same size feet; they were probably not even his.  Maybe they belonged to his third string 125 pounder, but at the time, I felt like a Catholic receiving communion from the Pope.  I strutted around in my new shoes all week with an air of lofty self-importance.  At the end of the camp, I reluctantly gave Smith “his lucky shoes” back and flew home.  The airline found my duffel bag shortly after.

While that was my first encounter with Smith, my first encounter with Gable went a little differently.  One year, I went out to the NCAAs with my dad and one of my coaches at the time, Kendall Cross.  During a break in the wrestling, Kendall and I wandered over to the fan zone.  They had all sorts of kiosks set up by different companies and organizations, but there was one station that had a bustling line of people.  We got nearer and found out that Dan Gable was signing autographs.

Kendall turned to me and mischievously suggested, “Let’s go get his autograph!”  So we stepped in line to meet the greatest icon in our sports history.  I was a little nervous about the prospect.  Now, to  grasp the irony of the situation, you need to understand the background.

Kendall wrestled for Oklahoma State in college, where he was an NCAA champion.  In competition, he went back and forth with Iowa stud Tom Brands.  This was standard Iowa/OSU rivalry, but the real drama came when Kendall beat out Tom’s brother, Terry Brands, for the Olympic spot in 1996.  Tom made the team that year and Terry did not.  Both Kendall and Tom went on to win Olympic gold medals in Atlanta.

Kendall’s style is unique in that he is incredibly flexible and funky.  Once nicknamed Gumby for his limber contortions, his style is more like water than iron.  In practice, he advocated “the path of least resistance” as a philosophy.  The Brands brothers, on the other hand, are known for their über-intense workouts and equally fierce wrestling style.  The brothers are tough as nails, and I’m sure they probably prefer the path of most resistance.  Anyway, both brothers are world class wrestlers, both are Dan Gable prodigies, and both beat Kendall but were beaten by him in pivotal matches.

After waiting in line for a while, we finally pulled up in front of Gable.  We stood lingering, facing the wrestling legend for a minute before Kendall addressed him, “Hey, this is my boy Rollie, he wanted to meet you.”

“Oh,” Gable replied, completely stone-faced.  He sat there in silence, his weather-beaten face betraying no emotion.  After a long pause, Kendall broke the silence, “Here, will you sign his hat?”  With an impish grin on his face, he snatched the orange Oklahoma State hat from my head and slapped it on the table.  Gable nodded his head, looked down at the hat, then looked up at Kendall and said, “Sure.”  His voice was astonishingly calm as he handed it back to me.  We walked away, and that was it.  Did he not see the humor?

Also signed by Kendall Cross and OU coach Jack Spates, who wrote "Dream Big."

He wrote, “To Rollie,” followed by his autograph.  I just found that hat buried in my closet and it brought me back to that moment. I decided to tell these two stories not only because they reveal any biases I might have, but they provide a good contrast between two wrestling icons.

The hat is also signed by Kendall Cross and OU coach Jack Spates, who wrote “Rollie, Dream Big.”
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Clinic Rescheduled

UPDATE: I just heard from the Wellesley coaches, it turns out the school administrators canceled any and all activities at the high school for tomorrow.  This weather sucks (I drove home from Philly last night).

Coach Davis and I rescheduled it for 4:30 on Monday, December 22. It’s at Wellesley High School, in the upper gym. I know high schools have practices and parents have work on Mondays, but I will be there for anyone who can still make it.

Hopefully it’s still a success. I guess if you look at the bright side, the less people that come, the more individual attention you get. Try to spread the word of the cancellation if you can.

Thanks, see you Monday.

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The first time I stepped on the mat was at the Wellesley Youth Wrestling Club, run by high school coach, Dave Paltrineri. Dave was a great coach, and he really got me off on the right foot. In sports, it is incredibly important to do things right from the beginning so you do not develop bad habits, and I was lucky to have Dave from Day One. I remember going to the high school matches as a wee little third grader and watching the big kids wrestle. My heroes were the Diamond Twins, Yanni and Dean Diamond. My dad took me to a home match once, and I saw both of them pin their opponents in back-to-back weight classes. That was why I wrestled.

When I reached high school, I was on the team with the youngest Diamond Brother, Greg. You see, all four of the Diamond Brothers wrestled for Wellesley High. There was Peter who was a state champion in 1993. Then came the twins Yanni and Dean, who hold five Division I state titles and four All-State titles between the two of them. Dean was Massachusetts’ first three time All-State champion . When Greg won states his senior year, the record books were shattered. Four brothers, four state champions.

When I got to high school, I was damn proud to wear the Wellesley singlet and represent such a rich tradition. Wellesley wrestling boasted a state champion every year from 1991 to 2006. For a while, I believe we had more All-State champions than any other school in Massachusetts. Recently though, all has not been well in the town of Wellesley. We went through a few coaching changes, and the general interest in the program has fizzled. This was explained to me the other day, when I got a call from one of the parents on the team, Steve Biondolillo.

Steve is an old friend, and was an accomplished wrestler back in the day. I worked extensively with his son David, who is a talented young wrestler on the Wellesley team. So Steve called me and asked if I could come in and work with some of the guys over Christmas Break. “Definitely.” Then he took it a step further, would I be willing to come give a clinic at the high school to raise money for the program? Hell yeah, I loved the idea.

Steve’s call not only stoked my massive ego, but it gave me hope. Most high schools in Massachusetts have embarrassingly small wrestling budgets from what I understand. I hope to repay part of the debt I owe to the sport and the program for making me what I am today. Here is what we worked out:

-We have the WHS basketball gym reserved for Sunday, December 21. The clinic will start at 1:30 pm and will run 90 minutes. Afterwards, I will stick around for a while answering questions (I will be there early too).

-Admission is $10, all proceeds go to Wellesley Wrestling. Our goal is to raise 600 dollars.

-I also threw out an idea (my only contribution to the event): why not make it a sort of alumni day too? We could kill two birds with one stone. I will be inviting Coach Paltrineri, all four Diamond Brothers, and anyone I can contact. See if we can show the world how wrestlers support our own.

So that’s the deal. Come if you want. If not, I hope everyone has a great holiday.

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While I should be studying

I am currently knee-deep in the muck of final exams, and as always, wrestling provides a good outlet for stress.  Anyway, the other day I started reading two very interesting books.  At the recommendation of fellow blogger and wrestling fan, Jim Brown, I went out and bought A Season on the Mat by Nolan Zavoral and Cowboy Up by Kim Parrish.  A Season on the Mat follows the Iowa Hawkeyes in their monumental 1996-1997 season and traces the history of legendary wrestler and coach, Dan Gable.  Cowboy Up is pretty much the same thing if you substitute Oklahoma State Cowboys, 2004-2005, and John Smith.

Every sport has an icon (Lance, MJ, Tiger, etc), and Dan Gable is ours.  As a 2 time NCAA champion for Iowa State University, the only loss of his collegiate career came in the NCAA finals as a senior - his very last match.  He went on to win the 1972 Olympics (going unscored upon), but where he really made his bones was coaching.  Under his guidance, the Iowa Hawkeyes won 15 NCAA championships in 21 years.   A Season on the Mat chronicles all this and more.

John Smith is considered by some to be the all-time best American wrestler.  He won an astounding 6 consecutive World championships and 2 consecutive Olympic gold medals.  The OSU Cowboys have an unparelled tradition of winning.  Since the advent of the NCAA meet in 1928, they have captured 34 team NCAA championships and crowned 133 individual national champions.  Kim D. Parrish tells you all about it.

Not only are these two schools bitter rivals, but their coaches are polar opposites.  Gable is a rigid workaholic and Smith is a slickster technician.  The Cowboys and Hawkeyes have battled it out many times on the mat, but I’m curious, which book is better?

As of this point (again, I just started reading) I must say Cowboy Up is a little bit more thorough and enjoyable, but I will give them both a fair chance.  When I have time, I will write a full review of both of them on this blog.  In every other sport, there are tons of epic biographies and historical works, but wrestling typically falls short.  This confuses me because we have the stories, the characters, the plots, the downfalls, the climaxes, the heartbreaks, and the triumphs.  Maybe these two books will be the redemption…

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Hot and Cold

You know that feeling when you’re in the shower and the water is too hot so you turn the knob a little bit, but then it’s too cold? You struggle back and forth with increasingly less torque, but you can never get exactly the right temperature. That’s how I feel all the time.

To me, the season is a never ending process of adjusting and tinkering. I meet minor setbacks on a daily basis and try to overcome them. I make many mistakes and have many flaws, and I try to correct them. Most of all, I try to never stagnate in the recesses of complacency.

A wrestling season is a dynamic organism – it changes and grows – and if you’re not growing, you’re dying. If you have a bad match and you fail to learn from it, it becomes a string of bad matches. If you slip into routine and go through the motions every day, the season moves on without you.

Sometimes you must work harder, other times you need recovery. You will never feel 100%, but it is a constant struggle to find the ideal middle ground. It is almost always elusive and unattainable, and this frustrates some people. I do not mean that you will always be scalding hot or ice cold, but that it is a constant flux. You bounce back and forth, seeking harmony, and in the process you get closer.

You must come to terms with this – there will be hard times, bad days, and flat matches – all you can do is keep pushing and try to steer the course. And if you work hard enough, some day you may be able to find the perfect goddamn temperature in the shower.

Note:  Sorry I haven’t updated in a while, I’ve been very busy with school and wrestling. More to come soon.

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On Mentors

Over the years, I’ve been blessed to be surrounded by truly great people who have taught me many lessons. My mentors have come in all shapes and sizes, and there are a few things I’ve tried to remember to make the most of them.

Seek out the best

The best way to learn is from those who have “been there”—someone who has already navigated successfully through the peaks and valleys of life’s journey. These are the best kind of mentors. Many people claim to be experts, but almost nothing can compare to first-hand experience. No one reaches triumph without tribulation, so odds are whatever it is you are struggling with, someone has been in your shoes before and succeeded. Follow their lead.

Learn from everyone

Just because someone doesn’t have a Nobel Prize or Olympic gold medal, doesn’t mean they can’t be a mentor. Everyone has a nugget of wisdom to offer, the hard part is finding and extracting it.

Two summers ago, I worked landscaping with a bunch of tough, blue-collar guys. During the day, we busted our asses hauling timber and seed bags, and on the lunch breaks we did push-ups. Not only did I get stronger that summer, but I learned a lot from the guys. They worked hard all day and never complained. I still admire that.

You can find inspiration in the most unexpected places, from the most unexpected people. It’s always good to get a different perspective. Keep in mind that everyone has their own area of specialty.

Observe what not to do

Although I believe everyone has something to teach you, not all lessons are positive. Sometimes the best thing a person can offer is what not to do. If you learn from the mistakes of others, you can avoid repeating them yourself.

In his Meditations, Marcus Aurelius reminds, “Say to yourself in the early morning: I shall meet today inquisitive, ungrateful, violent, treacherous, envious, uncharitable men.” This is a recurring topic and he constantly tells himself to rise above and learn from these nuisances.

Some of my best lessons have about come this way. People will make mistakes, they will be lazy, they will wrong you. If you don’t make a note of it, you may find yourself walking down the same dark alleys. The sooner you identify what you don’t want to be, the sooner you will get to where you want to be.

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Behind the Iron Curtain

“Don’t let the sound of your own wheels drive you crazy.” - The Eagles, Take it easy

I’ve been watching a lot of film of Saitiev lately, and I dig his style. Buvaisar Saitiev is a Russian wrestler who is arguably one of the best and most dominant wrestlers of all time. His résumé reads like an inventory list of Fort Knox. Nine-time world champion, including three Olympic gold medals.

I tried finding a specific match that best captures his style, but couldn’t decisively pick one. Here is a man who won the 1996 Olympics in Atlanta at age 21 and is still going strong in 2008. He’s been around the block and stood the test of time. What can we learn from his battle-tested methods?

Take it easy

When Saitiev steps out on the mat, his head is clear. Beneath the Iron Curtain of his scruffy beard and rough exterior, he is calm and ready to go. You can see it in his style, his shoulders are relaxed and he breathes easy. His arms dangle casually by his side and his feet are light as a feather. In matches—Olympic finals included—he appears ghostly tranquil, as if composing a symphony.

I have a friend, Sean Harrington, who calls this “The Freedom”. He argues that many wrestlers get tense and nervous before matches, and lose their Freedom. Have you ever had that match where you are completely in the zone, on point, at the top of your game? You feel loose and open, and get lost in the moment. Afterward, it’s almost incomprehensible—as if you were possessed by some wrestling demon. And you dominate. That is wrestling at its best, that is The Freedom, and Saitiev has It.

Dominate your world

Part of being a champion is never being satisfied—it is not enough to just win. Saitiev has an insatiable appetite for victory and dominance, and he shows this trait in two ways:

-Unlike most people, he wasn’t happy with just one Olympic gold medal. He competes for the love of competition, not fame, money, or glory. Well, maybe glory.

-He doesn’t aim to edge opponents out narrowly. In an infamous preliminary match at the 2003 World Championships, he wrestled Jean Diatta of Senegal. Diatta takes him down in the beginning of the match, and Saitiev wastes no time in punishing him for this misdemeanor. Back then, if you got a technical fall you could opt to continue wrestling, and he does just that. The final score was 34-2.

There are no easy matches at the World Championships, and most coaches would advocate finishing preliminary matches quickly to conserve energy. Not this Russian.

Satiev vs. Diatta, 2003 World Championship, 74 kg

Develop a comfortable routine

According to Wikipedia, Saitiev recites the following poem before every match:

“I don’t think being famous is very attractive. That is not what lifts you up. You don’t have to build an archive. You don’t have to panic over your number of volumes. The object of a masterpiece is giving yourself away.” -Boris Pasternak, My Sister – Life

I’m not saying everyone should recite a poem, in fact, I find that excessive. But the prematch routine is a deeply personal matter—everyone does it his or her own way. Make sure you have a comfortable routine so you are calm and ready when you step to the line. Come game day, all the training you’ve done is past, and all you can control is the present. Warm-up and stay focused.

Poise is being comfortable and confident in a routine you’ve done many times before. When he steps on the mat, Buvaisar Saitiev knows he is ready.

Noted wrestling reporter, Jason Bryant, has brought to my attention an error.  He points out that Diatta only scores 1 point on the first takedown, and that Saitiev in fact scored 39 points.  Apparently the folks at FILA messed up the score because it clearly says 34-2 on the scoreboard at the end.  I do not care enough to go through the video and tally the correct score.  Bottom line: it was A LOT to a little.

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Trust Your Gut (And Other Notes to Self)

The other day, I was watching one of my all-time favorite matches, and I made a few mental notes. The match is Kendall Cross (USA) vs. Shamil Umakhanov (Russia) in the 1997 World Cup. Kendall is a very entertaining wrestler, and he takes his art form to a high level.

Maintain your composure under fire

Early in the match Kendall gets thrown to his back, giving up 3 points. In a world class match, that is a big deal. A lot of wrestlers would become disheartened, but Kendall holds his ground. He comes back and winds up winning the match 7-5.

It’s easy to lose your head under those circumstances. I had a match once where I got thrown to my back early on, and I tried to go for big moves to make up the difference. I wound up giving up a major decision in one of the worst matches of my career.

So next time you give up a few points, don’t panic. Stop, refocus, and get after it. Patience is rarely mentioned in the same sentence as wrestling, but a little patience can go a long way.

Don’t hesitate

One my favorite parts of watching Kendall wrestle is that he wrestles impulsively. In our culture, a lot of emphasis is placed on preparation and planning, but in wrestling, over-thinking can kill you. During a match, you make thousands of micro-decisions every few seconds. If you sit there and think through a position, it’s usually too late, you’ve already lost it.

Indecision and hesitation are not your friends. Practice making quick, decisive decisions.

Let feel dictate (trust your gut)

Kendall is the absolute master of this. Many wrestlers are constrained by the limited number of moves or positions they are familiar with, and they dare not venture outside their comfort zone. You can see in this match that Kendall is not bound by this—he frequently puts himself in new and unique positions to open up scoring potential.

Not one of the points he scores is from a classic “move.” Well, ok, the high gut-wrench is a move, but no one else in the world can do it like Mr. Cross.

Don’t be afraid to score points

My friend once said of Kendall, “He isn’t afraid to give up 9 points to score 10.” I liked the way that sounded and have always remembered it. Remember, it is better to win 10-9 than to lose 0-1.

Rise to the occasion

This match against Umakhanov was at the World Cup. It was Kendall’s last match before retirement. It was hosted by Oklahoma State University, his alma mater. And it was in front of his hometown Stillwater crowd. That’s a lot of pressure. He steps it up and gets it done. Git rrrr dunnnnn, as they say in Oklahoma.

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The Mountain

Here is a quote from a book called Rules for Radicals by Saul Alinsky.  The book itself has nothing to do with wrestling or even athletics, but I found this passage particularly inspiring.  He illustrates better than I can the concept of Jumping Levels through his image of a mountain.  Matt Valenti (2x NCAA Champion) says he pictures The Comfort Zone as a box to be stretched; I picture it as a mountain, waiting to be climbed.  Enjoy the hike.

“If we think of the struggle as a climb up a mountain, then we must visualize a mountain with no top. We see a top, but when we finally reach it, the overcast rises and we find ourselves merely on a bluff. The mountain continues on up. We now see the “real” top ahead of us, and strive for it, only to find we’ve reached another bluff, the top still above us. And so it goes on, interminably.

Knowing that the mountain has no top, that it is a perpetual quest from plateau to plateau, the question arises, “Why the struggle, the conflict, the heartbreak, the danger, the sacrifice. Why the constant climb?” Our answer is the same as that which a real mountain climber gives when he is asked why he does what he does. “Because it’s there.” Because life is there ahead of you and either one tests oneself in its challenges or huddles in the valleys in a dreamless day-to-day existence whose only purpose is the preservation of an illusory security and safety. The latter is what the vast majority of people choose to do, fearing the adventure into the unknown. Paradoxically, they give up the dream of what may lie ahead on the heights of tomorrow for a perpetual nightmare—an endless succession of days fearing the loss of a tenuous security.”

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A Note from a Friend

Hudson Collins, a friend and teammate of mine from Blair, has a message.  I told him I would gladly welcome any “clear, cogent piece” he wrote, and he went above and beyond my expectations.  When he says he has worked with world class coaches, I give you my word, that is not an exaggeration.  If anything, it’s an understatement.   Hope you enjoy his message.

When I was first asked to do a guest entry on Rollie’s Blog I was initially flattered. Later, when I realized people would read this, I was apprehensive about the prospect. I asked Rollie what I could possibly contribute. He responded by asking, “What knowledge do you have that is of value to others?” He then went on to remind me that I was an English Major and that writing well should not be as hard as I expected. Ironically, his advice and reassurance showed me the common bond between being a great writer and a great wrestler. A voice. Your voice.

When I first took higher level English classes in high school, my teacher told me that I was too uniform and dry in my prose. In order to elevate the level of my writing, I needed to find my own voice. I was very frustrated with this concept. How does one discover his or her “voice?” Several years later, I finally realized that a “voice” is not discovered. Instead it is developed—by reading others’ great writing and constantly critiquing one’s own.

This leads me to the goal of finding one’s wrestling “voice.” I am the first to admit that I have been in the sport a relatively short time—five years this October. Yet I have been incredibly lucky in that short span. From the time I started, I have been surrounded by some of the best athletes and coaches in the country, if not the world.  Each one had his own unique style which seemed to suit his personality. Each time I worked with a new coach, I wanted to do exactly what he did. It made sense to me that my imitation of his style would eventually lead to similar success for me. It didn’t. No doubt, I have made great progress in the sport, but I was frustrated that I was not achieving my goals, even though I did as I had been instructed.

Not long ago I realized my problem. Although I had some of the best coaching and had learned so much, I had yet to develop my own “voice” in the sport. As I said before, all of my coaches had different styles. Some were flexible and funky, some had incredible athleticism and explosiveness. I now realize that I would have been much better served picking up what felt the most comfortable and natural, as opposed to starting over each time and changing my style with each coaching change.

So here is my knowledge that may be of value: in order to mature as a wrestler and to develop your own style, you need to be open to new techniques and philosophies, all the while sifting through the information and picking out what will best fit you. Just listen to some of the higher level guys interviewed on www.flowrestling.org. They have a rare level of understanding about their craft, one which can only derive from years of evaluation and experimentation. One interview which comes to mind is John Smith’s, entitled “The Scientist.”

In wrestling, like writing, this development and evolution will lead you to a greater understanding of your discipline and, ultimately, your own unique voice.

True Ease in Writing comes from Art, not Chance,
As those move easiest who have learn’d to dance.

~Alexander Pope, “An Essay on Criticism”

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Standing Up to Live

As wrestling and school get cranking in full gear here, I have less time to sit and write.  But, like any good teammate, I will not abandon my readers (if there are any).  My main focus right now is that of a wrestler and a student—not a writer.  Henry David Thoreau once famously wrote, “How vain it is to sit down to write when you have not stood up to live.”  That is what I intend on doing, standing up to live.

Hopefully my results on the mat this year will speak for themselves.  I will do my best effort to keep passing along anything I can, but with less frequency.  I have a strong belief in quality over quantity, and I don’t want to bog readers down with the trivalities of my life (“Today I worked out, it was really intense!!!”).  Keep checking back for updates.

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Football and Wrestling

I just discovered a new blog called The view from section GG, which is written by a wrestling fan out of Iowa named Jim Brown.  He has an interesting piece about football players wrestling.  In the article, he quotes Stephen Neal (4x NCAA All-American, 2x NCAA Champion, World Freestyle Champion) as saying, “Wrestling develops skills that translate to football: leverage, balance, explosion and hand fighting.”

Jim states that Neal got 4 Super Bowl rings playing for the Patriots, Wikipedia says he has 2, the Patriots’ website says he has 3.  I don’t know enough about football to prove or disprove any claims, but one thing’s for sure, he’s a hell of an athlete.

My experience is that many football coaches tend to discourage their athletes from wrestling.  This doesn’t make sense to me.  Stephen Neal didn’t even play football in college!  After he didn’t make the Olympic team in 2000, he decided to tryout for the NFL.  History abounds with stories like that.

People in Massachusetts clamor over Fred Smerlas—a Waltham, MA wrestler—who went on to play nose tackle for the Bills, 49ers, and Patriots.  To me it seems like football coaches should be pushing their players out on the mat, not pulling them off like they often do.  In my hometown of Wellesley, MA, there was always a big feud between football and wrestling coaches.  Things are so rough within the athletic department, and the wrestlers are usually the ones who suffer.

I’ve seen wrestling coaches dismissed because of rival factions within the department, and frankly,  I’m still bitter about it.

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Preseason

A lot of high school wrestlers ask me this question: What should I be doing in the preseason? In college, our preseason training is very structured, however high schoolers often lack this element. Here are my ideas on the matter; they are by no means the only or the best ideas out there, just some suggestions. In fact, many people will disagree with my methods, and that’s fine—I welcome any and all criticism.

First:

This is the time of the year to reformulate your style and straighten out any kinks in your technique. Let me explain: there are two scenarios, either you worked hard and improved over the summer, or you didn’t. Either way, it’s too late to change that now. If you worked hard and learned a lot of new technique, it is now time to consolidate your new technique and mix it into your repertoire. If you didn’t jump levels over the summer, well then now is the time to clear the cobwebs and try to get your groove back before the season starts.

The best way to do this is to get on the mat and experiment. Starting out, I would recommend finding a worthy practice partner and rolling around—nothing more. A lot of people hit the ground running and go crazy with live wrestling. I would say that it just isn’t worth it; the point is not to get in awesome shape overnight, but to get your feel back. Plus, the risk of injury is high when wrestlers are rusty.

So let’s say over the summer you learned a good finish on a single leg. It doesn’t do you any good to just know the move and say you know it. You must have the feel, timing, and reaction down pat. Feeling it out with a partner is an ideal way to push through the awkward phase of a new move and be ready to hit it when the season rolls around. Not just repetition (though this is very important), but innovation, improvement, and experimentation.

As the weeks pass, more live wrestling and hard drilling is crucial, but always remember to tweak your habits. Try new moves as you wrestle—through this trial and error, your technique will start to click. The best way to do this is to join a club or go to open mats where you will be able to experiment freely and have access to solid coaches to guide you.

Second:

You MUST get in shape during this time of the year. Many view the preseason as just another time to improve your overall conditioning. I see it slightly differently, if only in principal. I think that working out in the preseason should be intended specifically to give you a foundation on which to build during the season. Here is what I mean: if you go into the season out of shape, you will no doubt get whipped into shape by your coach eventually, but it will come at a cost. This cost is that this process will pointlessly wear you out and drain your body.

I’ve seen really good wrestlers come into the season looking good, but by the end they are so fatigued that they crash and burn. So I view the preseason as a time to get in shape for…getting in shape again. Again, nothing too serious at first, just some casual lifts and long distance, slow-paced runs to build this base. As you progress, it’s good to start upping the wattage by maxing in the weight room or doing sprints. One of the most important parts of lifting during this period is that it will help prevent injuries come wrestling season.

With your foundation set firmly, you will be in great position to make the most of the season and pull ahead of competitors quickly. Also, it will give you extra confidence knowing that you are starting out on the right foot.

Finally:

At this point—months before the season—weight should not be a central issue. It is something to be aware of, but not obsessed over. This means eating healthy and exercising, but retaining plenty of energy to focus on wrestling. This is a period measured not by the scale, but by improvements on the mat.

Remember:

Have fun.  Wrestling in the off season can be tedious and routine if you aren’t having fun.

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  • My name is Rollie Peterkin. I’m originally from Massachusetts, but currently wrestle at the University of Pennsylvania. My life—like my wrestling style—is a little unorthodox, and I tend to look at things differently. I hope to share my musings with anyone who will listen.
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